my love [my ode to a butterfly]

in my dreams im holding you
close to my heart,
and i tried to calm your anger
before you hurt yourself and me.

i have sacrificed myself in pain
so that you wont see and feel
the hatred that i am carrying
and harbours deep within me.

i am that one who hides in the rain
and covers the smile in the dark.

the threat of the fallen angel
has become so great for me,
and my heart has betrayed me,
i had fallen in love with sorrow.

can't breathe, can't speak, can't see,
how stupid can a man like me be?

© 2007, [soulprojekt]