I am dedicated to the Lord Jesus Christ, Who brought me out of the darkness and into His light, and Who is the example of someone who wasn't afraid to hang out with society's "undesirables" in order to show them The Way, The Truth, and The Life.
(old christian goth saying)

Thursday, March 22, 2007

childish fears [to where i began]

i looked back when i was young,
i saw how my life now was.
there i was,
full of anger, ire and regrets.
they never let me grow old,
because they always thought
that i am a kid.
now, i am a grown man.
still that past haunts me like
they're here to stay at my
own present.
i still see myself
as a boy who's no good
because i can't.
they never see who i am,
my deep seethed hatred,
anger, regrets and sorrow,
now i know its beginning.

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