disheartened

i was about to die yesterday
when you came and cried your
whole heart out to me.

i was about to go and do my own thing
when you called and asked me
to visit you in the hospital.

i was about to kill myself
when you knocked on my door
and asked me to walk with you.

i was to bury my own demons
when you smiled and destroyed
my own defense and high walls.

and now, after all those things,
after all that we have said and done,
and after all that i have given up
everything for you,
you left me,
you buried me,you killed me...
i will never know how it is to love,
your love poisoned me.