risen sun [proverbs from the ashes]

convicted criminal,
a fallen angel in the dark,
rejected by heaven,
thrown out from hell,
where will you go?

does it say that love
is something you'll earn?
or something you'll
work for so hard?

when the necessities of life
becomes the very thing
that ends it,
how will you go and live?
this is bullshit!

i find no rest for my soul,
i am so tired of my so-called life,
i wanted to die,
but death is fleeing from me,
I HATED YOUR LOVE!
YOUR OWN LOVE MADE ME
THE FALLEN ANGEL THAT I AM!!!
FUCK YOU!