I am dedicated to the Lord Jesus Christ, Who brought me out of the darkness and into His light, and Who is the example of someone who wasn't afraid to hang out with society's "undesirables" in order to show them The Way, The Truth, and The Life.
(old christian goth saying)

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

a lost soul's prayer

why have i ended here?
in a place i know exists
but never thought i will
be returning again to this
desolated place.

i know i have fallen from grace,
my mistakes led me to believe
that i am unworthy of Your love.
i lied to myself.

those people who have betrayed me
they're still living their own lives,
while i got stuck here in this damn place,
i remained to be a liar and stupid.
what have i done to myself?

never did i wanted to be left alone,
i wanted to break free from my lies,
i wanted to start my life all over again,
i wanted to move on and be alive.
though i have fallen in love with sorrow,
i would have to separate my life.

i will stay in the darkness,
because nobody judges me here.
i am still me, even if im free.

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