I am dedicated to the Lord Jesus Christ, Who brought me out of the darkness and into His light, and Who is the example of someone who wasn't afraid to hang out with society's "undesirables" in order to show them The Way, The Truth, and The Life.
(old christian goth saying)

Sunday, May 20, 2007

today, i just realized that nothing will happen to me here in this country even if i love my country so much. my goodness, it took me a while to see things aren't working as i wanted it to. it's just that i don't want to go really outside, but, unfortunately, i need to. now, i am trying to seek job at UK and Canada. who knows, after trying to survive here maybe i can live a good life outside. unlike here, everything, and i mean everything, is taxable. bonus, cash rewards, payouts, a simple cash award will be taxed. or it's just the company that's cheating us? i don't really know. all i know is, i am getting worned out. i am tired of the things going against me. i need to live my life, fulfill my dreams, etc. hopefully, it won't be taken against me if i pursue a work away from here. i am just praying that God will allow me. please, pray also for me. thanks...

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