regrets about my kids

i regretted having my kids. why?

i regretted not having them with just ONE woman.
i regretted not being with them as they grow up.
i regretted that my kids aren't beside me everyday,
that at night, i cannot kiss them both before i leave for work.
that i cannot take them to school and being kissed
as they wave, "ingat ka po Tatay...".

i am so disappointed that i cannot play with them
as much as i wanted to.
that i am not there when they are playing,
falling down, crying and then me telling them,
"ok lang madapa anak. basta tumayo ka din.".

i am so in pain, that when someone tells them
that they're not worth it,
i will comfort them and tell them "KAYO ang pinakamahalaga sa akin."
then put the person who mocked my kids in GREAT TROUBLE.

i wanted my kids to know,
i wanted them to feel,
that THEY are PRECIOUS GIFTS FROM GOD ABOVE.
that i am humbled by them.
that even though i am a fallen angel,
God gave me them,
LUKAS EMMANUEL & MIKAELA EUNICE.
my kids....
MAHAL NA MAHAL KAYO NI TATAY.






















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